d3ad1ock's realm

it’s funny when you tell me things that you shouldn’t tell me in the first place… i find it silly but also flattering…

just like tonight, you let me know you’re home already and that you’ll be coming back to your work place tomorrow… i’m not even asking. yes, i would ask you, but because of situations you currently in, which i highly value and respect, i held myself back…

I’m going to ride this plane out of your life again.
I wish that I could stay but you argue.
More than this I wish you could’ve seen my face
In backseat staring out the window…

who’s gonna tell you when
it’s too late
who’s gonna tell you things
aren’t so great
you can’t go on
thinking nothing’s wrong
who’s gonna drive you home tonight

who’s gonna pick you up
when you fall
who’s gonna hang it up
when you call
who’s gonna pay attention
to your dreams
who’s gonna plug their ears
when you scream

I wanna love,
I wanna leave.
I want you to love me,
I want you to leave me.
I want to stand where I can see,
I’m watching you love me,
And I’m watching you leave me now.

merry christmas.

i’m suppose to update this blog with this post a little bit earlier, but sleep took precedence over the update… (weh, excuses…)

i can say my christmas was the best this year… i didn’t received any gifts wrapped in fancy wrappers (aside from the 1k “bonus” from my superior), nor had the most kick-ass party ever (i seldom do party anyway, kung meron man, you may not call it a party…). we didn’t even went out to go and celebrate the holidays somewhere else (well i DID went out… ). you got the point already, so what’s special? why the heck did you still want to read on? just for the sake of the season, read on…

I wish
Someday you’d realize
The way I look into your eyes

And really think
Of possibilities
And probabilities

That maybe someday you would care
I’d give my all and I would do the things
That would mean everything to you